:)

2009-09-17T20:29:00.000-07:00

I got it now..Dunt elaborate now..I wont think and bother anything again...
@#$%!!!! FUXK YOU!
Why dont you feel the pain yourself ,bitch...

Anyone crying for you s' just wasting time

2009-09-08T05:33:00.000-07:00

Came back from Hilary Challenge..last night.yep.
Its quite a struggle for our team as we lacked communication and teamwork.(Thats normal)
Boys talked too much and girls kept to themselves too much.(abnormal)
Oh,I just realised I had a poor sense of direction..(shit)! as in running blindfolded.
Had great times and bad times.
Team Bravo achieved a lot of things through the race.(like......
1)the most safest and steady raft AWARD
2)a good sandcastle builder AWARD
3)Chickenrice AWARD
4)dramatic goose AWARD
5)crazy biking survival AWARD
6)Having fun AWARD
...I learnt quite lots of stuff,like 'it takes 2 hands to clap'
Well done team Bravo..
and quite sorry to you guys(Glenn,Isaac,Yangwei,Menghowe,Jee lee,Anabella,Jacinth and Eunice)for not being initiative,helpful and encouraging enough).And Thanks a lot.

2009-08-28T23:08:00.000-07:00

Why is it so difficult to study...really trying very hard..he=L1R5:15?? hai.

2009-07-21T05:40:00.001-07:00

zzz..Sad(

dead---------bye

2009-07-12T07:20:00.000-07:00

....STRESSED

Sorry again..so difficult ...painful..tired ....sorry.

watched Transformers -Friday^^12 am zzz
NDP NE show 1- Saturday ^^1.30 am zzzz
Watched Magmar-Sunday^^ 12.30am

2009-07-05T23:18:00.000-07:00

Whoo!The holidays are finally over(soon).
NDP is tiring and plus its under sun for 2-3 hrs,somemore, the process is always repeating over and over again.
(nvmind,got toliet play with me!)

Homework:40% done

There would be another round of AdventureQuest next year so theres probably lots of proposals,trainings to prepare.
Need to prepare lots of crap..Next year must get top3 sia.laozz,this year almost top 5 or top3 la.Dun care le,must use underhand means le..haha.lol,i havent even think of the welcoming speech for it leh...sianz

I had once thought that we would clinch 1st effortlessly ...had to win next year since its my last year. within my memories,its there...

Wana ,(so despo) go HilaryChallenge..

2009-06-20T21:47:00.000-07:00

Damn lots of homework leh -.-

Everyday,slacking...listening to music while staring at homework.

如果我變成回憶:

累了照慣例努力清醒著也照慣例想你了好怕一放心睡了心跳在夢中不聽話的就停止了聽著呼吸像浪潮擺動著越美麗越讓我忐忑我還能珍惜什麼如果我連自己的脈搏都難掌握如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命留下你錯愕哭泣我冰冷身體擁抱不了你想到我讓深愛的你人海孤獨旅行我會恨自己如此狠心如果我變成回憶終於沒那麼幸運沒機會白著頭發蹣跚牽著你檻門上摟...

*I dun belong here, we gotta move on dear...*

Dreaded going to NDP...screwed,megaboring,sianzed*Anyone, spare me a dict to find words sweeter than Boring?

Aiyo,sat,8.30am at tiongbaru...full u until 9pm..
Nothing to do at all,cooped at home.

*i hate loliness but it luves me.*

*a place of hope and no pain,perfect skies with no rain,*

2009-06-18T04:47:00.000-07:00

I despise HATRED.But it LOVEs me.
Hiyo!Just came back from student camp,Ha K 463.I didn’t go for the first day of games cuz of some family matter=(
Reacher sch the next day at around 7.45 and checked in my ‘Gona-be 4 day 3 night hotel’.Ho! Intoducing my camp group first: Kunzz(BACH).Su Huai is the leader, huizhen, steph, des, zhekai, yangwei, les and me.Our grp cheer is the wierdiest la..Here goes:
Girls and leader will shout:who let the DOGS come out!?!?
Boys(one by one):Bach..Bach..Bach….LOL
To cut things short,ll’ just b talking about the events I liked most.Erm..day 3 and day 4.Day 3 cuz got some epic games like wearing a binocular to play soccer..!At night got the “tiancaiziye”,super cool la,sth like audition.And until then,I didn’t know AHS has a live band !And breakdancers! Day 4 , my grp all epic high!Oh,I injured my foot like 5 times that day!cuz I kept jumping around..Fantasizing about werewolves?Day 4 got AMAZING RACE.COOL..My grp run until damn tires,need to rest a while in LAN shop sia.*^*The devotion to GOD damn emo,after that is the IMH DANCE..(IMH becuz,my grp was a pack of crazy wolves fightning,pushing,dragging,hammering,raping,punching,whacking,kicking!…)Aiya,nvmind ,its still nice..It goes like this: hey mickey u're so fine. u're so fine, u blew my mind, hey mickey !*claps, claps claps*, hey mickey! *claps, claps claps*.later part got bbq...then ghost stories competition,lol.
Er,I tink the camp too much Christianity stuff le,if cut short a bit,it wuld be perfect(for example,extend the mass dance to 1 am!WOHOO!)HA,might be going back the next time!most likely not,hee.

2009-06-10T23:54:00.000-07:00

Damn sianzz..buzzy
LDC2-gone
NDP-endless troubles
student camp-for leisure
I really hated it the core man...That event is just busting me up...I really hated it.No freedom..
Got scolded for nothing..HQ really should flush tolietbowls or sth...They suck !Only a minor few like eddie is caring,others are just BS.That event wasted my studying time,my leisure time, my ldc2 camp...DAMN!Every week,9am,woke up like a zombie to the parade square with shitty rays of heat and light blasting your face...
'Endure..endure and endure..its coming to an end..'
Tats how i convince myself ,though its still century-like days away to freedom.

2009-06-09T21:13:00.000-07:00

夏雪

你給的愛帶著溫度

尤其擁抱時最清楚

心跳傳來的起伏

像一顆跳動的暖爐

手放進口袋的溫度

融化了走過的路途

冰天雪地的國度

能抱著你就很滿足

誰都知道氣候會變　更別說諾言

你的冬衣還留在我窗前

你的世界已經準時晴天,遠方的我在夏天看雪

我的孤獨慢慢凍結　在沒有你的夜

給我的愛已經過了期限,而我的心在夏天下雪

我還是無法　結束這冬眠

我的世界亂了季節,赤道居然會飄著雪

熱帶雨林的原野,看起來白茫茫一片

回憶在我心中積雪,連日出也無法融解

應該流汗的夏天,可是卻一直流眼淚

Repeat: 我還是無法　結束這冬眠

LOl,changed skin ...zzzz

2009-05-28T02:38:00.000-07:00

Nth to do? Play pokemon la...LOL.I chiong pokemon last nite like siao..12 o clock sleepzzz,duno why woke up at 2 am and started playing until 4am! Ha..really nth to do sia!

Went to army museum today,(of course tired),quite boring zzz.
*luved the effects of the Tank and missiles
And 'LITTLE GEORGE' who can talk accordingly!

Ermmhh,still remembered the bst part:Mrs Law bought us pizzas (damn nice -both pizza and her!)

After that was bb announcement of posts in bb,i missed most of the news..
Got chosen as PTI...

2009-05-21T07:00:00.000-07:00

This is my tomb: RIP
CHINESE:50/90(PASSED)
ENGLISH:11/25(PASSED)
AMATH:40/80(PASSED)
EMATH:42/80(PASSED)
GEOGRAPHY:38/50(PASSED)
PHYSICS:35/100(can be buried)
SS: 11/40(buried even deeper)
CHEM:50/100(PASSED)

damn,i lost all motivation...wad the hell..is not like i didnt sudy or mug ...its jus the damn luck ..I really did try..hai..stupid

2009-05-21T06:44:00.000-07:00

whoo..damn long nv touch my blog le.Mye s finally over..
Got back the damn results which are as usual not good...,failed 2 subs..The sad thing was that i scored high for geog while failed ss!Combined humanities leh!!!F....Screwed phs too.That one expected de..is godlike la.Heard from glen that to get in Hilary Challenge,had to get L1R5 <20!
ffffffffffffffffffff!
I wan become MUGGER TOAD LIAO!
{muggger toad:one who studies until he dun recognise his mum!lol}

2009-04-06T07:22:00.000-07:00

4th April 09-best and the worst AQ i ever had..

I finally did it afterall... never expected
This race wad full of sadness and a bit of happiness for us..
Cramps,temper, stubborness and foolishness were in our way of obtaining top 3
....Hai...

10th place, team 073, 14th Company, Anglican High School!"

i dun have the mood to write wad happened during the race..maybe next time...
Somehow,i rather my seniors won it than i winning the race...I felt sad ...for them...They deserved the trophy ...more.During the race,i can see from jonathan and yongchens face tat they r already very demoralised..After the race,i dun even no how to answer to them if we got 11 instead of 10th..
Nevertheless,god job,team13,team73 and team111

I still think i can do much better,i am sore...

2009-03-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

I am nervous.6 MORE DAMN DAYS,I STILL SPAMMING CHOCOLATES AND FASTFOOD...(WAITTILL I SUEYSUEY SICK ON TAT DAY...)
today went sch for traffic duty and watch sports performance..Damn slack as in it refers to me n some others..got one joker went home without doing traffic duty yet came in full u..LOL.
The nicest part of the sportsperformance is the basketball and tabletennis.! :)
Studied geog and chem for 5 hours...zzzz
ya,tats it,had to win tat damndamn race..Its fun.challenging.tiring.SCARY!Strong desire to get tat gold for AQ ...rawrgh!

2009-03-21T05:55:00.000-07:00

Cos camp 09

Cos camp on Friday..
Cos trainees reported at 10 am,kinda late..then heard from bennett that me ,leslie, jason and him had NDP on that day .(cool,gotcha know other bb company s standard).We had the most unfortunate chance to PON most of the camp on that day,cus tat ndp tingy started at 1 to 6..after doing spotchecks of our barangs,we proceeded to our 'bunk'..After doing very little things here and there, we were off to proceed to HQ..That journey sounds endless:tenahmerah to tiongbahru.
Well,skip the eating part...we reported at the HQ at 12.50 plus..on time.We sat down for at least 30 mins before everyone arrived!LOL,loking around, most of them are lancecorporals,4 sergeants and one Staff-sgt..(act cool de la).Before being bored to death,which other boys wont cuz they playing PSPS or handphones,i joked about everything i saw in the room(almost everything) ex: black peoples =firehydrants.Why? cuz i saw a lot of malays or indians there then i thought that they have one badge that BB14th coy would nv have:firefightning badge thats why they become so *****cuz they often fight with fire..lol.Watched a few last year NDP videos.damn boring,screwed.

When the ndp ended, we had to rush back sch for our camp in 1 hr..Bathed in the toliet..Others were enjoying themselves in the bunk,relaxing(slacking).After tat was the COS practical practice,learnt new stuff like inspection and dismisal under shelter.Then we had the MOST scary part of this camp:INTERVIEW!!!\
wa,damn scary at first,cuz 1 person take like 10 to 1 min in AVT room with the sirs and seniors .U are given a chair on the stage and lights on u while seniors sat at the front row . screwed for this interview..litle hope of getting squadleader liaoz
cuz they ask questions mostly about...(confidential!)Interview ended at 12 plus am.

Slept in classroom from 12.30 to 5.45.Freaking cold,wrapped myself in e sleeping bag like siao.After tis nothing much la,got PT first then ,got theory test,upfrontspeaking and practical test..
In the end everyone passed the COS camp.

ya,tats about it...arrgh

whoosh..tired...zzzxx ^gona die from future overexhaustion from NDP trainings^

2009-03-18T03:37:00.000-07:00

Around 16 more days to competition , now then i ill ...####!

didnt go for the AQ mock race on tuesday.no choice,too weak to run...dun wana drag team down,cuz tis year we stand a very high chance to win as it took place at the east of singapore.

2 more days to COS camp(got interview about the post u want in company) Anxious+scared ...

Dun even no whether i can make it on that day anot..

damn medicine...wana zzzz...zzzz again.

2009-03-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

.fking sick for the first time
.Broke record -havent been tat sick for the past 2 years
.cant go for AQ
.damn flu,fever
fuck
i hate the shit out of this ..fk

sleep more,signing off
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-03-12T07:03:00.000-07:00

Studies matter a lot to me now..Seriously, #### in CA1 liaozz,dun study=DIE...

****,i damn busy sia...got COS CAMP

. adventurequest

. maybe handover

. National Day Training (real one sia) every sat 9am to 9pm

. SportsDay NCO for boybrigade

no motivation...but shall endure on and get my 12 points...

Hold on tight,the journey will be rough

2009-03-11T08:22:00.000-07:00

I felt screwed up today,totally screwed up...my results are unbelievably "high".Screwed everything..Felt like crying,angry,sad.nothing i can do...Went for AQ run with a heavy heart...i had no mood...(i promised the next IDIOT to kaopei my results will die...as in not as serious as wad desmond did to ziqin...)

Ending off now,hoping for a tinge of hope...

2009-03-09T07:26:00.000-07:00

A brand new start