Saturday, March 28, 2009
{8:21 AM}
I am
nervous.6 MORE DAMN DAYS,I STILL SPAMMING CHOCOLATES AND FASTFOOD...(WAITTILL I SUEYSUEY SICK ON TAT DAY...)today went sch for traffic duty and watch sports performance..Damn slack as in it refers to me n some others..got one joker went home without doing traffic duty yet came in full u..LOL.
The nicest part of the sportsperformance is the basketball and tabletennis.! :)
Studied geog and chem for 5 hours...zzzz
ya,tats it,had to win tat damndamn race..Its fun.challenging.tiring.SCARY!Strong desire to get tat gold for AQ ...rawrgh!
Saturday, March 21, 2009
{5:55 AM}
Cos camp 09
Cos camp on Friday.. Cos trainees reported at 10 am,kinda late..then heard from bennett that me ,leslie, jason and him had NDP on that day .(cool,gotcha know other bb company s standard).We had the most unfortunate chance to PON most of the camp on that day,cus tat ndp tingy started at 1 to 6..after doing spotchecks of our barangs,we proceeded to our 'bunk'..After doing very little things here and there, we were off to proceed to HQ..That journey sounds endless:tenahmerah to tiongbahru. Well,skip the eating part...we reported at the HQ at 12.50 plus..on time.We sat down for at least 30 mins before everyone arrived!LOL,loking around, most of them are lancecorporals,4 sergeants and one Staff-sgt..(act cool de la).Before being bored to death,which other boys wont cuz they playing PSPS or handphones,i joked about everything i saw in the room(almost everything) ex: black peoples =firehydrants.Why? cuz i saw a lot of malays or indians there then i thought that they have one badge that BB14th coy would nv have:firefightning badge thats why they become so *****cuz they often fight with fire..lol.Watched a few last year NDP videos.damn boring,screwed. When the ndp ended, we had to rush back sch for our camp in 1 hr..Bathed in the toliet..Others were enjoying themselves in the bunk,relaxing(slacking).After tat was the COS practical practice,learnt new stuff like inspection and dismisal under shelter.Then we had the MOST scary part of this camp:INTERVIEW!!!\wa,damn scary at first,cuz 1 person take like 10 to 1 min in AVT room with the sirs and seniors .U are given a chair on the stage and lights on u while seniors sat at the front row . screwed for this interview..litle hope of getting squadleader liaozcuz they ask questions mostly about...(confidential!)Interview ended at 12 plus am.
Slept in classroom from 12.30 to 5.45.Freaking cold,wrapped myself in e sleeping bag like siao.After tis nothing much la,got PT first then ,got theory test,upfrontspeaking and practical test..In the end everyone passed the COS camp.ya,tats about it...arrghwhoosh..tired...zzzxx ^gona die from future overexhaustion from NDP trainings^
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
{3:37 AM}
Around 16 more days to competition , now then i ill ...####!
didnt go for the AQ mock race on tuesday.no choice,too weak to run...dun wana drag team down,cuz tis year we stand a very high chance to win as it took place at the east of singapore.
2 more days to COS camp(got interview about the post u want in company) Anxious+scared ...
Dun even no whether i can make it on that day anot..
damn medicine...wana zzzz...zzzz again.
Monday, March 16, 2009
{8:19 AM}
.fking sick for the first time
.Broke record -havent been tat sick for the past 2 years
.cant go for AQ
.damn flu,fever
fuck
i hate the shit out of this ..fk
sleep more,signing off
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Thursday, March 12, 2009
{7:03 AM}
Studies matter a lot to me now..Seriously, #### in CA1 liaozz,dun study=DIE...
****,i damn busy sia...got COS CAMP
. adventurequest
. maybe handover
. National Day Training (real one sia) every sat 9am to 9pm
. SportsDay NCO for boybrigade
no motivation...but shall endure on and get my 12 points...
Hold on tight,the journey will be rough
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
{8:22 AM}
I felt screwed up today,totally screwed up...my results are unbelievably "high".Screwed everything..Felt like crying,angry,sad.nothing i can do...Went for AQ run with a heavy heart...i had no mood...(i promised the next IDIOT to kaopei my results will die...as in not as serious as wad desmond did to ziqin...)
Ending off now,hoping for a tinge of hope...
Monday, March 9, 2009
{7:26 AM}